Three Years and Some Months Later

It's been some time since my last post, a little over three years.  A lot has happened during that time, and although I've thought about posting here and there, I haven't had the drive to continue this particular blog, which I'll leave up in the event that anyone else finds themselves going down the rabbit hole with a cosmic initiation, akashic download, or starseed awakening; whatever you want to call it.  Such experiences really defy any parameters which would confine them to mere words.

There's a lot more information out there now then there was in 2010 when I only had the cached remnants of Graham Ledgerwood's old website to see that someone else had what appeared to be a similar type of rabbit hole experience. Add the late author Philip K. Dick to that list.  Wonderful story there, although I'm sure for PKD at the time, it was indeed terrifying, as it was at times for me. I have even since spoken with an old friend from over twenty years ago who had a very similar experience.  She referred to what happened to her as an Akashic Download, and unlike my month-plus journey, hers lasted over a year.

If a new blog emerges, I'll post a link here.  I may even post here again. It's hard to say right now.  A lot of my spare time of late is being spent on a new project called Kuriosa33 with some friends.  We're focusing on creating art with vibrational intention as part of the art's creation.  The intention embedded in the art is that it can be used as a portal for astral travel, OBEs and lucid dreaming.  Most of what we've been working on is still on the drawing board and will require a lot of experimentation. Currently, some of the wrapped canvas wall art that we've created can be found on Zazzle and soon to be on another site in different configurations, sometime in the coming months.

Quite a bit of strange experiences began for me in late 2007, about a year after I created this blog to talk about my virtual reality experiences, which, it turned out, were so amazing and ongoing that I never had the time to write about them.  After I began to notice the seemingly strange nature of real life events happening around me in late 2007, I turned the blog's attention to those types of matters.  What was happening to me at that time caused me to question the nature of reality more than ever before.  Eight years later, I've had an array of beautiful, consciousness-related experiences that have helped me to sharpen my focus and raise my vibrational energies. One of the most important things that I've learned over this time is that all answers lie within.  Internal work on ourselves is paramount to helping the world as a whole.

Over the past twenty years or so, maybe as far back as 1987, something in the world shifted/changed.  Since then, it has appeared that we as a race of sentient beings are on some kind of crazy train to annihilate ourselves and the rest of life of the planet.  I've felt that part of my awakening experience has been strongly rooted in the fact that the world as we now know it is perhaps the opposite of how it should be on many levels.  I believe that the planet, like everything else around us (matter = energy), is energy, and therefore, in some sense, alive. The spirit of the planet, the goddess or whatever you want to call her, appears to be calling out for humanity to ascend to a higher vibrational level of consciousness.  The rub there is that doing so runs contrary to the programmed nature of our societies.

As I wrote about back in early 2010 or so while in the rabbit hole, I was presented with a mind's-eye video of the planet morphing or splitting into two distinct planets, and yet the average person on either side of the split would not sense that anything was happening.  "Raise your vibration" was a phrase that was running over and over in my mind.  At the time, completely overwhelmed by that and all of the other information that was flooding in, I thought perhaps it was happening in real time.  Some time after the rabbit hole experience, I came across the late Dolores Cannon speaking about the same planet-morphing phenomenon and found the measure of coincidence to be extremely interesting.  I had gotten the same informatoin from the aether while down the rabbit hole.  Whatever I was connected to at that time flooded me with information, including destruction as far as the eye could see and masses of poor refugees, and yet there was no underlying context for me to interpret what I was being shown, which left me with endless questions.

There's an inspiring video (below) of Russell Brand talking about where he senses humanity is on a grand linear timeline.  Yes, he's somewhat of a controvertial figure and not everyone's cup of tea, but I believe he totally nails it in this montage of several of his speaking engagements.  I suppose it's fitting that I embed that below, since it gives me hope to hear someone of note, with access to mass media, speak this way.  Going back five or six years, I knew who he was, but that was about it.  One day on the way back from the beach, I was listening to Elvis Mitchell's The Treatment on NPR, and tuned in past the guest's intro, so I didn't know who the interviewee was until the end of the show.  "Who is this guy?  He's dropping some knowledge,"  I thought as I listened intently.  I just love the fact that there is someone in the mainstream culture speaking about life on earth this way.  I have a group of close friends that I see often, and when we get together, we talk about precisely what Russell talks about in the montage.


Several years ago (also written about here), I had an experience whereby I literally appeared to have projected my consciousness into another physical dimension.  It had taken me nine months of attempts (not really knowning what I was attempting), with pranayama and lucid dreaming exercises nearly every day and night during that time.  What I learned duing the projection was that my consciousness, as far as I could determine, projected into one painting in the waking world, only to project through another painting in an alternate reality.  That experience was separate from the aforementioned rabbit hole thing. 

Both of those experiences led to the desire to create meditative art with the intention of the art serving as a portal for consciousness projection.  Any image can be used for projection.  This is just something that we're experimenting with as we tinker with ideas along these lines.  Some of the art reminds me a little of the Wingmakers cave paintings at Ancient Arrow.  As I recall from my reading of their materials, time travel through paintings was mentioned at least twice.

Below is a recent (long) promo video for the online store.  It's still being built out and is far from finished.  Our hope is to soon begin working with crystals, frequencies and vibration, incorporating more multimedia projects and realized experiments in the coming months.

Thanks for the comments and to those who wrote to me sharing their experiences.  I hoped that some of what I wrote might help or inspire people.  On one level I regret coming back to the blog with an update including a commerce-related post, but it's what I'm doing in my spare time at the moment.  As I've said before, universe/multiverse isn't trying to sell us anything.  The energy from All That Is comes to each of us as differently as snowflakes or sand granuals on a beach are each uniquee.  Each person's experience is different, as it should be.  At the same time, some of us have begun to see that the multiverse is not as it might appear [Hint: it's all a hologram, including our minds].  We sense that the veil that separates us from the many surrounding realities has begun to thin.  As it thins, we want to take advatange of journeying into some of these other realities.  Everything is energy.  Everything is data.  Peace.

The WingMakers

Since I stared to dismantle my forced belief system in the mid-90s by studying Buddhism for a time, followed by Kabbalah, I have experienced times where it feels as though I am being guided to information.  Sometimes this will come from meditation, as I have written about earlier on this blog, and other times I will find myself reading information that appears in a somewhat wildcard sort of way while I'm on my computer, talking with someone, or seeing something in my environment that sparks some kind of trigger.  I have referred to these times as periods of "cosmic schooling" or "guided information sourcing" for lack of a better term.  It's as if, during these times, my mosaic, as I've mentioned in previous posts, is being added to without any conscious decision on my part.  I just sort of find myself in a particular place, not looking for anything specific, and suddenly images from a previous meditation or something I've seen, read or heard in the past will begin to connect dots within my mind.  It's as if I'm being guided.  The depth and breadth of the information flow is wide, and often symmetrical, driving along long lines of ultimate convergence.  Occasionally, it's pure overload, but the measure of coincidence is something that I can't deny.  It makes me laugh.

This happened again recently in a profound sense when I discovered The WingMakers website.  I was watching a video about time travel on YouTube and the related content window had delivered an interview with a former Philadelphia Experiment participant named Al Bielek.  I had remembered reading about the project years ago, and it wasn't something that I had given any thought to in many years.  Like most government black ops or psy-ops, the entire project is shrouded in disinformation.  As I've stated before, having worked for the government in the past with a security clearance, I marveled at the methods and depth of their black operations, and how they manipulate the public and the media, if only to invent stories that don't exist in order to obscure something or turn the public's attention away from an area in which they could be held accountable.  If the extent, even on the smallest of scales, of the government's behind the scenes maneuvering were known to the general public, it could not exist.  If the populace had such information, many would deny it.  Most are so conditioned to accept what they've been told in terms of what the world is and how things appear to be that they'd literally lose their minds. Question everything.  Things are not the way that they appear to be.  That's all I can say.

During this particular interview, Al Bielek was talking about experiencing time travel at various points within the future as part of the Philadelphia Experiment.  I took it with a grain of salt and began listening for entertainment value more than anything else.  So, to be clear, when I say to question everything, I do mean everything.  It's only when a series of bits of information seem to connect dots within my mosaic (current reality tunnel) that I even pay them any mind.  Even at that point, before proceeding to add something to my mosaic as plausible, I will need several more bits of independent information to consider linkage.  Often this occurs as what I called "The Ripple" in a previous post.  Since discovering WingMakers, I have yet another name for my cosmic schooling periods:  Event Strings.  Not that the term is anything new, but the perspective that my Higher Self had brought me to certain places at appointed times (when the student is ready, the teacher will appear), is something that I will carry forward.

At one point in the interview, Al talked about being several hundred years in the future and described a somewhat profound post-modern culture in which there was no war, and no money.  Those types of things usually pique my interest, and this began to get very interesting when Al was asked who created or ran this future human society.  He said it was largely due to The WingMakers, which I immediately Googled, and what I found there began to really blow my mind.  Perhaps one of the reasons that it struck me the way that it did was from my years of working within virtual worlds, where I could take basic geometries and create landscapes, structures or cities, many of which floated above the ground, as a matter of personal preference.  These creations existed on planes of peace, balance and harmony, and everything, including travel, entertainment and the geography itself was maintained by computers.  People could teleport in from any of the other tens of thousands of worlds within worlds into my spaces, alone or with friends, and enjoy anything within the word that I had created.  Everything was free.  It was all a labor of love and I was happy to have people enjoy themselves and push the physics of the simulator to the limit with their avatars in terms of their physical enjoyment.

There is something to be said for working and creating within today's virtual world platforms.  There's a sense of deja-vu that eventually sweeps over you like a beautiful, North Shore Oahu wave during the peak of surfing season.  You can't escape it, at least I couldn't, which is why I spent most of the last four years in these environments.  It's a sense that I'd been there before, could fly easily, communicate and hang out with my friends and others, create to my heart's wildest desire and most of all, experience a peace and tranquility that, over time, began to make me feel more and more like this present reality is some kind of dime-store rip-off in terms of the societal structure, ever-decreasing freedoms and general sense of imbalance.  For me, discovering that these places existed and that I could thrive in an entirely new environment was a real blessing for me.  After a very short time in the virtual world, the deja-vu factor started to compound greatly.  It was as if I had been there before, even though there are many worlds with many different types of landscapes and skyscapes.  A sense of "as above, so below - so below, as above" pervaded my experiences and began to further expand my view of the universe.

The Philadelphia Experiment participant Al Bielek stated that the world that he visited, a future version of earth, although largely influenced by the teachings of The WingMakers, was governed by artificial intelligences that kept the societies at peace.  There was commerce, but everything was free, because of an understanding that each entity had a singular purpose to contribute to the whole.  Greed wasn't a problem.  I was fascinated at the thought of such a world, and was immediately drawn back to my thousands of hours of virtual reality experience, because they sounded like nearly identical types of worlds.  Every time that I think of The WingMakers now I think of my virtual reality experience, as if they are one in the same.  When I hear those within the fields of consciousness expansion talk about ascension and human evolution and they say that it's all about remembering who we really are, I get goosebumps.  That said, I have still yet to remember many things, which I look forward to with great anticipation.

What really struck me, though, was the philosophy of The WingMakers, and how it virtually mirrors what Drunvalo Melchizedek talked about in his book, "Living in the Heart", which I had read last December, and as I stated in a post around that time, opened up a world of experience to me that I had never known before and sent me spinning into the woo-woo world for many weeks without the aid of any mind-altering journey tools.  I still haven't written about all that happened almost a year later, because it was / is very hard to articulate.  The mediation technique ended up being a trip down the rabbit hole that I hadn't expected.  I will attempt to go further into that in my next post, as I'm do for a little reiteration of what I learned during that time and how it changed my life to this day.  Suffice it to say, as of the time of this writing, although I have used the meditation technique quite often, nearly daily at times, I have yet to return to that profoundly expanded place of awareness.  That bothered me for months, until I found out from others who have posted videos on YouTube that such trips are rare, and given by the universe as a "taste", that sets your soul on a course of trying to return to that state of awareness for the rest of your life.  This has been true for me.

I'll let you explore The Wingmakers website yourself, without boring you with the history too much, as it's on their site and elsewhere, however, here are a few key points:  These are allegedly teachings from other dimensional beings who have been to this planet many times in the past.  There are volumes of information, pages and pages of philosophy and a nicely crafted mythology in which the teachings are presented, so as to put it into the context of this world... all religions - and this isn't one - are mythologies, as Joseph Campbell would say, that reflect the journey of the individual soul as the hero on a spiritual journey, and are about personal transformation; not to be taken literally as we see all over the world today where people are dying for metaphors.  Some have criticized The WingMakers because of this, but I disagree.  It's not a cult or a belief system.  Once you read the texts directly about the human heart, aside from the mythology, you see that there is one simple message they bring: universal love and the individual as divine in nature.  In fact, the soul is actually what they call The Sovereign Integral, meaning we are aspects of our creator, our First Source energy, and are currently trapped in a labyrinth of deception, the net of Maya, of illusion, as the Buddhists would say.

Their website is extensive, filled with tons of reading, eye-popping artwork and wonderful music.  They also have sister sites, Lyricus.org (source of the teaching order) and EventTemples.com, where lightworkers can go daily to participate in group meditations with others around the world to increase compassion and love on our planet.  James, aka Nahu-Mahi, is the person ultimately behind The WingMakers, and claims to have roots in another dimension, having come here to earth at this time to deliver these teachings.  James has not been photographed and keeps a rather low profile, however, his webmaster, Mark Hempel, has put together the teachings and the artwork.  You can read about both of their stories on the website.  Interestingly enough, the WingMakers are mentioned in the writings of ZS Livingstone, who has gone into great depth describing a multi-dimensional universe and a much grander plan that we have been taught - a story much larger than the human race, in which a great chapter is currently unfolding as we breath now in physical form on this planet.  Like any author's work, I take ZS' stuff with a grain of salt, take what I can for my mosaic based on resonance, and discard the rest.  Either way, finding the WingMakers mentioned among his various letters was intriguing.

James has also done a few audio interviews, one of which can be found below on YouTube.  It's very interesting.  As a former student of cults and brainwashing, although there is some criticism of them from some UFO web groups (who seem more dubious to me), I find nothing here offensive in that matter, as there is no church, no organization, no dogma and virtually no monetization (some things are for sale on the sight, but they are minimal in number compared with the overall content).  The teachings of the Lyricus Order and James boil down to one thing: Living from your heart.  To me, that's what our world needs more than anything else right now, despite whether you feel we are evolving or not.  There is something significant about the WingMakers to me, something deep to be found there.  Nearly every time I'm on their website reading, images of my virtual world experiences emerge in my mind along with a perspective on how much my consciousness has expanded, linking the two streams of thought and experience into one great big expansive view of the universe, or multiverse.

For the full string of 12 videos in playlist form, click here: James of The WingMakers.

Namaste.